Saturday, April 17, 2010

Smell the Flowers



“Don’t count every hour in the day. Instead, make every hour in the day count.” ~Anonymous

Last week I stuffed 100 Easter eggs in preparation for “the big hunt.” I was grumbling under my breath because I was frustrated. I felt like there were many other “more important” things I needed to be doing. I was frustrated because time always seems so limited, no matter what I’m doing. I was sure I didn’t have time to be stuffing eggs with ridiculously overpriced candy that would end up being an unnecessary temptation in my kitchen. “Who needs all this candy?” I asked myself. “My child doesn’t need it and neither do my hips!” And then it hit me. One day my little girl will be too big for frilly baskets and egg hunts. Even Santa Claus and Halloween costumes will eventually lose their magic. She’s growing up too fast, I thought. That realization sent a pain inside my heart.

The next day, our family took a trip to Lowes. Our mission: buy a few flowers to fill the empty pots on the front porch and buy some vegetable plants to prepare for our garden. As I strapped my daughter into her car seat, she asked me to ride in the back with her. This is something she asks from time to time and when she does, my husband usually doesn’t mind riding with her. I grumbled at her request because I do not like riding in the back; but I realized she just wanted to be near me, so I climbed in next to her. Only by riding in the back could I experience the ride through her eyes: the eyes of a child. Yes, I had been grateful for the warm sunshine that day, but it was my daughter who had reminded me to appreciate it; to experience its beauty.

Everything was new and beautiful to her. Spring is finally here, and her eyes were filled with excitement as she pointed out scenes from the landscape. There were blooms on the trees, cows in green pastures, and wispy clouds against the background of a bright blue sky. I looked at her and saw that she had removed her shoes. She had propped one bare foot in the window and her soft brown hair was blowing in the wind. For a moment I was envious of my daughter. I wanted her carefree and joyous attitude. I wanted to be free from responsibility and worry.

Sometimes we’re so busy with the adult world of responsibility that we neglect to appreciate the everyday beauty that surrounds us. Worrying about responsibility does no good and it keeps us from enjoying even the simple things we encounter. When do we lose the ability to see things as our children do? At what point in our lives do we lose that sense of wonderment and excitement about the world and nature around us? Children are far smarter than we give them credit for. Often, it’s adults who are blind and oblivious to the natural wonders right in front of us! We see without looking, hear without listening, and we fail to feel because we don’t stop to embrace.

Time keeps passing, and I’ve always heard that the older we get, the faster it goes. But time doesn’t speed up – we just lose our childlike sense of wonder because we replace it with schedules, deadlines, and activities we think are important but could probably do without. Some of these things are important and inevitable, but every once in while it doesn’t hurt to ride in the back seat…just to enjoy the ride. My Nannie always reminded me to “Take time to smell the flowers.” That day it was my daughter who reminded me to pick a few too; so I did.



This is one of the flowers that we picked out that day. It was so unique that we just had to take a picture of it. Seeing this flower reminded me of the following poem...one of my favorites.

Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.

By: Robert Frost

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Forgiveness

“Forgiveness is the economy of the heart…forgiveness saves the expense of anger, the cost of hatred, the waste of spirits.” ~Hannah Moore

I’ve been thinking a lot about forgiveness lately. It’s something that isn’t always easy. I’ve noticed that people of all ages and backgrounds seem to cling to hurt and wrongdoings in some form or fashion. I’ve also noticed that the impact is greater and has the potential to be the most negative when we are hurt by those who are closest to us. And, those we love the most are often the hardest to forgive.

Sometimes the things we need to forgive are greater than one simple thought, action, or deed. Sometimes it’s a series of actions or inactions that hold us back, weigh us down, and ultimately prevent us from leading the quality of life that God would have us lead. When we allow the weeds of animosity and anger to fester in our hearts, it grows fast, and before we realize, it can affect every aspect of our lives.

Isaiah 49:16 says, “Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me.” This verse reminds me that God loved me and sent His Son to die on the cross so that I could have the security of eternal salvation and be forgiven of my sins. I interpret the “walls” in this verse to mean any obstacle in life. God has forgiven me, but if I fail to forgive others, those walls can easily become obstacles between me and God. I didn’t make this up, Matthew 6:14-15 says so. If I expect my Heavenly Father to forgive me, then I must forgive others. I need God’s forgiveness on a daily basis, so I had better be about the business of forgiveness.

How often do we ask for God’s forgiveness, yet continue to cling to those little disturbances imposed by others in our daily lives? How often do we ourselves need to be forgiven, but harbor feelings of resentment towards others?

This Easter, I will remember that it was for my sins that Christ was crucified. I will celebrate my Savior’s resurrection and remember the ultimate example of love and forgiveness from my Heavenly Father. I pray that I will be able to forgive others and receive forgiveness when needed. I hope that anyone reading this will do the same. Forgiveness is, after all, an act of love. We cannot have one without the other, and it takes both to survive.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Kappa Delta Pi Induction

On March 24, 2010, I was inducted into Kappa Delta Pi, International Honor Society in Education. I worked hard for this achievement and it is an honor that I take very seriously both as a life long student of learning and as an educator. My husband and daughter were there to share in this special moment with me. Just as I accepted my certificate and pin, Lydia ran up to greet me. (She later told me that she thought they were giving me candy because the pin was still wrapped in a piece of plastic.) I accepted my certificate and a copy of the Society's Creed. The creed will be framed and hang on the wall of my classroom. What an awesome reminder of the privilege, opportunity, honor, and responsibility of being a teacher. I am proud to be a member of Kappa Delta Pi and I hope that practicing and reflecting on these ideals will help me to be the best educator I can be.

Kappa Delta Pi
International Honor Society in Education
Society Creed

Education is a vital force in any society that encourages universal welfare and individual progress. Education is likewise the cornerstone of democracy and the foundation for personal fulfillment. As an International Honor Society in Education, Kappa Delta Pi has adopted and continues to pledge fidelity to four cherished ideals: Humanity, Science, Service, and Toil.

The Ideal of Fidelity to Humanity is faith in the potential of human beings and in the improvement of the human condition through education; compassion in the contacts one has, as an educator, with humanity; and dedication to the concept that through continuous education, based upon equal opportunity. Persons of all ages, races, and creeds shall find increased opportunity for experiencing more meaningful lives.

The Ideal of Science implies that, as an educator, one will be faithful to the cause of free inquiry and will strive to eliminate prejudice and superstition by withholding judgment until adequate evidence is obtained. One will not distort evidence to support a favorite theory; be blinded by the new or spectacular; nor condemn the old simply because it is old.

The Ideal of Service is the very essence of education, which seeks advancement, not merely for self, but for society as well. The incentive of the great educators of the world has been their desire to serve humanity. Service in education implies living so that others are strengthened and inspired, and striving for the achievement of justice, peace, and a better way of life.

The Ideal of Toil demands the will to do the task that must be done, whether the task pleases or not, and faith in the social necessity and intrinsic reward of the education profession. It implies working with such faith and zeal that others are won to the cause of education. If one life has been given greater and nobler vision, toil has not been in vain.

So to Teach that my words and actions inspire a will to learn; so to serve that each day may enhance the growth of exploring minds; so to live that I may guide young and old to know the truth and love the right.

By accepting membership in Kappa Delta Pi, I have indicated my intention to achieve excellence and to subscribe to these ideals.
Amanda Rorrer
March 24, 2010

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Chamber Spellin' Bee





On Tuesday March 16, 2010, four of my students formed a team to become the Prowling Panthers at the Eden Chamber of Commerce's Annual Spellin' Bee. I was very proud of the students who competed against other teams formed by local business owners. All funds raised from the event went to fund scholarships for Morehead High School seniors who plan to attend Rockingham Community College. We had a great time representing our school and taking part in this community event!

Although we learned that for fundraisers, a budget is often more useful than brains, students gave the adults a run for their money by correctly spelling words like antidisestablishmentarianism. Can you spell that off the top of your head? No dictionaries were allowed, and teams were only given three "free" misses!

A special thank you to following sponsors of the Prowling Panthers: Judith Warren Boutique and Bridal, Eden Drug, Lisa Doss at Eden's Own Journal, and one anonymous donor. Thank you for you support and the opportunity to participate in this event!




Saturday, March 20, 2010

Meet Chunk...


Rockingham County Humane Society
Featured Pet
Chunk

Chunk is a 7 month old Beagle mix. He is neutered and current on his rabies shot. Chunk is a little shy until he gets to know you. But once he does, he has lots of love and licks to share. Chunk needs a home to give him the love and attention he deserves. If you are interested in adopting Chunk or seeing any other animals available for adoption, please visit the Rockingham County Humane Society at 205 Boone Road in Eden, NC. Our adoption fee is $100 for puppies and dogs and $65 for kittens and cats. The adoption fee includes spaying and neutering, shots, and de-worming for all animals. The Rockingham County Humane Society is open to the public Wednesday through Saturday from 11-4.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Pusher or Puller?


“If you only do what you know you can-you never do very much.”
~Tom Krause

I write with the hope that I inspire others. But writing, like many other things in life, comes with risks. There is always a risk of failure and a sort of sensitivity involved in pouring one’s thoughts out only to leave them open to critique. Last week, another writer asked me where my inspiration comes from. The question alone was enough to inspire me to investigate an answer.

I can name countless things that surround me and provide inspiration. I try to be in tune with the world around me...the people I come in contact with, the things I hear, the things I see. Inspiration comes from my family, other writers, books, sermons, conversations, and even dreams. Sometimes the inspiration pushes me to take action. Sometimes, it pushes me to reflect upon my own actions. Either way, I think inspiration serves as one main purpose: to do something; to act in some way. The choice of whether that action is positive or negative lies within the individual.
There are people who inspire me, but I have learned that people (including myself) are fallible and will inevitably let you down. So, it is best not to put too much stock in the individual. God, on the other hand, is perfect and He never gives us more than we can handle. Furthermore, He never gives us a task without making sure we have to tools to complete what is asked of us. To me, that is comforting inspiration.

Yet, I know it’s important to have role models, mentors, and teachers for some things in life. Such people, those who have “been there and done that”, have the ability to inspire others to push past their achievements and accomplish greater things. Or, they can stop us dead in our tracks with discouragement, pulling us down to become “dead in the water.” So I ask myself: “Am I a pusher or a puller? Am I just waiting for someone to come along and have an influence over me or am I motivated to be that positive influence in someone else’s life?”

Webster’s dictionary defines inspiration as any influence that stimulates thought or action. I wonder how great the world would be if we all put thought into our actions and strived to influence others in a positive way. And, that effect could be doubled if those thoughts included people other than ourselves. In order to be open to inspiration, no matter how big or small, we must have our ears, eyes, minds, and hearts open. I believe having these things open allows us to invite in positive inspiration and weed out the negative influences that only bring us down.

I’m just an ordinary person with an ordinary life. But I believe that God uses ordinary people every day to accomplish great things for Him. I believe we should live each day with inspiration to influence others that they might see Him in our lives and come to know Jesus as their personal Savior. Each day I want to be in tune with the needs of those around me so that I might be the influence that stimulates positive action. Join me, dear reader. Open your heart, lend an ear, extend a hand, show a smile… and inspire someone today!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

MHS 5K Results



The Lord blessed us with bright sunshine, cool temperatures, and blue skies for the Run to the Endzone 5K at Morehead High School yesterday. Panther Pride filled the air as parents and students and various other people from the community came together to make this event a success. The kickoff for the event included a message from the mayor, the presentation of the American flag from MHS ROTC students, and the singing of the national anthem. A local pastor led the crowd in prayer, thanking God for our blessings and the opportunity to come together as we did. I felt a chill go up my arm as I took a moment to thank God that I live in a town where we have the freedom to publicly thank God for his blessings and ask for his protection.

The race began and runners took off straight down the hill on Panther Lane. As much as I wanted to sprint, I tried to remind myself that feeling was just adrenaline talking and that I needed to save some of it for the next hill...going up Pierce Street. I ran up Pierce Street, which is nothing I haven't done before, it's just that I hadn't done it lately. This was where breathing became a challenge and I really had to focus. I made it to the top. Ahhhhh...I knew I had a little time to run downhill and on some flat land before conquering the other hills to come. This was the time I tried to use to set my race pace and coordinate my breathing. The other hills were difficult, but I seemed to be able to navigate them a little better than Pierce Street. Luckily, I was familiar with the layout of the course. I have ran the neighborhood countless times when training for a half marathon a few years ago. When I crossed the two mile mark, my watch displayed 17:54. I was glad of that, but I lost time climbing the hills in the last mile. Going back up Panther Lane was definitely challenging. On Stadium Drive, it was tempting to increase speed as adrenaline began taking over once again. But I held back because I knew I would need everything I had left in me to climb Panther Lane to the finish. I rounded the corner and took off up the hill. I don't really remember feeling my legs at this point. I just remember breathing and focusing on the top of hill, reminding myself to give it everything I had at this point, because that great feeling you get when crossing the finish would only last for a moment.

I crossed the finish line in 29 minutes and 54 seconds. This was a little bit of a disappointing time for me, considering that it was about four minutes over the time I finished the last 5K. But that disappointment didn't last long when I saw the results and learned I had won first place in my age group. This was the first time I have ever won a first place trophy for running, so it was a special accomplishment for me.


Lydia enjoyed participating in the Tot Trot. This was her first race ever and I hope she learned some things about sportsmanship and the value of trying your best and finishing what you start. The picture below is proof that this was a fun filled event for people of all ages!


Thanks to those who worked hard to make this race a success and raise funds for athletics at our school. I enjoyed seeing students involved and hope they'll participate again next year! Here are some other great photos of the event:



Tuesday, March 9, 2010

5K Run to the Endzone


Come on out this Saturday and show your support for the Morehead Football Team!

Date
Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ 9:00 AM local time
Address
Morehead Senior High School Football Stadium
134 North Pierce Street

Run To The EndZone 2010- Sponsored by the Morehead High School TouchDown Football Boosters Club. All proceeds will benefit the MHS Football Team. The Course will take runners through the Central area of Eden ending in the EndZone of MHS Staduim. Moderate hills, relatively flat. Cash Prize $$$ Overall Men- $150 Overall Women- $150
CHECK IN AT MHS CAFETERIA EDEN, NC Saturday March 13th 07:00-08:45AM. EARLY PACKET PICKUP AT MHS CAFETERIA Friday March 12th 6:00-7:30 PM.

Don't feel like running? That's OK, You can walk or bring the kids to sign up for the 1 mile Tot Trot! This event is going to be great, so don't miss out on the FUN and the chance to show your school spirit! Leave your paw print by showing your community support!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Strength for Running and Life


“If you can’t fly then run. If you can’t run then walk. If you can’t walk then crawl. But whatever you do keep moving.” ~Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

Everyone has heard that old saying “When the going gets tough, the tough get going.” I don’t know who said it first, but surely it was someone who was struggling with something in life. So I wonder, what is it that really makes us tough? What makes us strong? And when is it ok to not have to be tough? These are the thoughts floating in my head as I round the corner at the 1.5 mile mark in my run. I glance at my watch. 15 minutes and 7 seconds. Not an Olympic qualifying time, but understand that two years ago, running this same stretch of road often took me 20 to 25 minutes. I can see that I’ve gained strength. My form has improved and I no longer need to puff my inhaler before I reach the top of that hill I just climbed.

God has granted me the ability to run and running has helped me to find strength in everyday situations. Running has helped me push myself to succeed, and that push for success has spilled over into other areas of my life. I use that time to reflect, ask questions, make plans… and then pray about those same questions and plans. Without a doubt, my faith makes me strong and it is an important part of my personal journey.

Along the next stretch of road I begin thinking about where I’ve been, where I am, where I want to be, and how to get there. Some people say that the tough times in our lives are often what make us stronger. I agree and I remember the time I was in a wheelchair for four months following a car accident in 2001. Although I didn’t know it at the time, God was working in my life to change me and make me stronger. If someone had told me then that I would be where I am today, doing the things I do, I would have assured them they had my future confused with someone else’s.

My mind drifts further as I think about the last half-marathon I ran a few months ago. I spent the summer training for it and I finished the race; but, not without mistakes and upsets which included a fall that messed up my shoulder and ankle. Finishing that race was tough, especially after my fall. I was mad, aggravated, and I wanted to cry. In fact, I did cry for a moment. And then I remembered why I was there. I was there to RUN, not walk, not cry, and certainly not to pout. I remember touching my necklace and reciting the verse inscribed on the back: Philippians 4:13. “I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength.” And so, with God’s grace, I continued running and finished the race strong.

I was reminded of some things during that race that will help me be stronger in life. No matter how hard we train or prepare for life, there is no teacher as great as the real thing we call experience. Nothing other than the real thing could have prepared me for Maryland’s hills of Antietam Battlefield that I encountered in that course. In life, there will be bumps and bruises… or twisted ankles and sore shoulders. The trick is not simply getting up after the fall, it’s the attitude we have once we are back on our feet. We have to keep putting one foot in front of the other and eventually we cross the finish line. We should never plow over someone else in an effort to get there, yet I have found that finish line to be much sweeter when I smile along the way. The lessons learned during the tough times in life do make us stronger and our attitude is a reflection of our character. Personally, I find great comfort in knowing that even in the tough times, I am not alone. I have a God who has blessed me with His comfort and surrounded me with a wonderful support system of family and friends.

And now, as I finish my run and my meandering contemplations about the struggles of life and what makes us strong, I know that I am not here to walk, nor pout, nor cry. I am here to RUN. I am here to do all I can in the time I have, however long (or short) it may be. In today’s fast-paced world, we’re all running the race of life. So, double-knot your sneakers and enjoy the run.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Meet Hilton...


Rockingham County Humane Society
Featured Pet

Hilton


Please come in and meet me today! I’m a handsome one and a half year old terrier mix and I’m available for adoption now! My favorite pastimes are walking, running, snuggling in front of the TV and reading Bark Magazine. I like adults, kids and other dogs (except boxers). I don’t know why I’m still living at the Humane Society. Everyone overlooks me and this makes me sad. I’m smart, neutered, current on my shots, and heartworm negative. Everyone says I look just like Brad Pitt. My adoption fee is only $75. If you are interested in adopting Hilton or seeing any other animals available for adoption, please visit the Rockingham County Humane Society at 205 Boone Road in Eden, NC. Our adoption fee is $100 for puppies and dogs and $60 for kittens and cats. The adoption fee includes spaying and neutering, shots, and de-worming for all animals. The Rockingham County Humane Society is open to the public Wednesday through Saturday from 11 to 4.

Sunday, February 28, 2010

My Daybook Reflection

"I write entirely to find out what I'm thinking, what I'm looking at, and what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear." ~Joan Didion

Dear Students,

There are 48 hours in the weekend and I spent roughly 14 of them grading 65 Daybooks. Thank you for making each one different and unique, interesting and enjoyable to read. This took the “work” out of grading them! There were no two entries alike and I loved getting lost in the pages of your writing! I want you to know that as I read them, I was making notes about your thoughts, suggestions, concerns, and ideas you shared with me in the reflection letters. We’ll talk soon about the specifics as they apply to each class.

The Daybook is our space to connect literature and writing. I know that times, it is difficult to write about the literature and write about ways that it connects to our lives. But I can already see the progression in the entries from the first to the last. One goal I have for you is to consider and develop your style and voice as a writer and responder to the literature. Each of us has a voice inside…we just need to discover it. Discovery is the easy part because you know yourself better than anyone else! Your voice as a writer is in there, so let it come out in your own creative style-one like no other!

Developing is the hard part…but it’s the guts AND glory of your efforts. I wish I could tell you there is a magic formula for developing as a writer. I’d be lying if I did. Developing comes from writing, and writing, and writing. Revising, reworking, and sharing—these are important parts of the development process too. I do not expect entries to be perfect, but I do what to give you the opportunity to explore and practice. That is why it is necessary to write as often as we do. Just remember that as we live, we grow and develop every day. That’s one of the challenges of living, and the same is true with writing. Each experience we try to put into words, each piece we complete, helps us grow as a person and as a writer.

~Mrs. Rorrer

Monday, February 22, 2010

Meet Hayley and Willow...

Here are photos and information about two very special puppies in need of a loving home. Each week my daughter and I visit the Rockingham County Humane Society to drop off food, kitty litter, or other supplies which are in constant demand. While we are there, we take the time to photograph a dog or cat and submit the picture to Eden's Own Journal as the Featured Pet. I'm glad warmer days are on the way because that means the days we can spend volunteering more of our time to love and care for these animals will be here soon.

Rockingham County Humane Society Featured Pet
Hayley
Hayley is a seven month old Beagle mix who is very sweet, loving and great with people. Hayley is also very good with children. Hayley is a spayed female that is current on her rabies shot. Hayley came to us as a tiny puppy and is the last in her litter to be adopted. She is very calm for such a young dog and loves for people to talk to her. If you are interested in adopting Hayley and providing her with a good home, please visit the Rockingham County Humane Society at 205 Boone Road in Eden, NC. Our adoption fee is $100 for puppies and dogs and $65 for kittens and cats. The adoption fee includes spaying and neutering, shots, and de-worming for all animals. The Rockingham County Humane Society is open to the public Wednesday through Saturday from 11 to 4.

Rockingham County Humane Society
Featured Pet

Willow
Willow is a seven month old Terrier mix that is very energetic, loving, and friendly. Willow never meets a stranger and loves attention. Willow is a spayed female that is current on her rabies shot. Willow came to us as a tiny puppy and has waited patiently for her forever home. She knows her name and wags her tail when people enter a room. She would love to greet you after a long day at work with the same excitement. If you are interested in adopting Willow and providing her with a good home, please visit the Rockingham County Humane Society at 205 Boone Road in Eden, NC. Our adoption fee is $100 for puppies and dogs and $65 for kittens and cats. The adoption fee includes spaying and neutering, shots, and de-worming for all animals. The Rockingham County Humane Society is open to the public Wednesday through Saturday from 11 to 4.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Endurance for the Race

I Corinthians 9:24-25 Know ye not that they which run in a race run all, but one receives the prize? So run, that ye may obtain. And every man that strives for the mastery is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a corruptible crown; but we an incorruptible one.

As I laced up my shoes for as run, my daughter said, “I want to go! I want to go!” I thought for a second and said, “Sure, get your shoes on.” She ran to her room and came back with tennis shoes on her feet. (If only she would move that fast in the mornings!) We went outside and I began to show her how to stretch and explain the importance of staying on the correct side of the road. She promised to listen to my directions so that we could run safely. I told her we could walk a little if she felt like she needed to rest, but no matter what, I would not carry her.

I didn’t know how long this sudden fascination with running would last, so I wanted to stay close to the house for our run. We set off down a dead-end road and she ran all the way to the end without stopping (1/2 mile). I expected her to be tuckered out when we returned to the top of the road, but she wanted to keep going. We turned down another road and continued running. I was amazed at those little legs that had to work twice as hard as mine. “This is fun, Mommy!” she yelled.

We ran two whole miles together. Not bad for a four-year-old. We had to slow down a few times, but I urged her to keep on going, to keep moving, and never stop completely. I explained what “endurance” means in terms that she could understand: It’s practicing really hard so our muscles will get stronger. Eventually, we can go faster and farther.

When she said her prayers that night, she said, “Thank-you God for Mommy. We had a good run today.” I tucked her in with a smile on my face and walked away amazed, once again, at my daughter. Her simple prayer reminded me of the ease with which we should be able to approach God in prayer. I also realized that prayer is a vital part of what helps Christians build “endurance” for daily living.

As a runner, I build endurance by logging lots of miles. Sometimes these miles are in less than ideal conditions like extreme cold and even rain. But that’s life! The sun doesn’t always shine and sometimes it’s cold and rainy. There are times in life when we have to slow down; we might want to give up, but we must keep moving…and praying. Sometimes we find ourselves running on the wrong side of the road. Sometimes, it’s the wrong road altogether. Prayer builds Christian endurance by putting us on track for the direction God would have us go. The more we practice prayer, the closer we are drawn to Him and the more prepared we are to handle the difficult days in life, those days when we can’t see the road at all.

As a runner, I want to build endurance and have a healthy body with a strong heart, muscles, and lungs. But as a Christian, I want to build endurance by having a strong relationship with God, by studying His word, and praying about all things. Practicing these things is like the “stretch” before the run. They help one endure with a strong spirit and positive attitude. All the while, we are being shaped to go further and faster for God.

God doesn’t expect us to be perfect, but he does expect us to keep trying and to look to Him for guidance. But unlike my efforts to teach my daughter to endure by not carrying her, God does carry us when we are weary from the race of life. All we have to do is ask, and He will see us to the finish line.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Showcase for Student Work (10th grade English)


“Write to be understood, speak to be heard, read to grow...” ~Lawrence Clark Powell

This quote offers us an answer to the question students often ask: "Why write?" We write to understand ourselves, to make sense of the world around us, and hope that somewhere along the way, others will understand us too. Writing gives us the stage on which to be heard, yet the means to carry us farther than our voice will reach. And when we read the work of others, we come closer to understanding the world around us. We see our similarities and our differences; we learn and we grow. And in doing so, we educate ourselves and become better equipped to handle change and impact change on the world we inhabit.

Thanks to each of you who chose to share your work on this site. I applaud your strengths, your efforts, and your success...not just today, but every day. The Where I'm From poems are posted in the order in which I received them from you. Read the work of each other and share your positive thoughts in the comments box. Speak, hear, and grow...

Where I'm From...
I am from baseball, from a Rawlings glove and an Easton baseball bat.

I am from a house on a farm with 15 acres of rolling hills and ponds with plenty of fish.

I am from long days of fishing with my dad around our pond under the large shade tree on Saturdays.

I am from family get-togethers for Christmas, decorating the tree, eating turkey, biscuits, gravy, and ham, and just being together.

I am from the family making jokes about each other, yet sticking up for each other if someone else were to put us down.

From my dad who taught me to never cheat anyone and to treat others like you would want to be treated.

I am from a Christian family who goes to church every Sunday to sing and praise God.

I am from Stoneville, North Carolina and my ancestors are from the mountains of Virginia.

From my Dad who always found the time to help me practice baseball, and my mom who always helped me with my school work.
~B.D.

Where I'm From...
I am from the early smell of smoke from fresh French toast and cigarettes. I am from cutting small trees and pulling them like a skidder.

I am from the house on the hill with trees all around and waiting for the monkey grass flowers to bloom. I am from the sky with a full moon.

I am from the backyard where I picked flowers for the one I love. I am from the relaxing hammock, where the humming birds hummed.

I am from my Nannie’s house where I learned how to play Rook with Uncle George. I am from the chairs on the front porch talking about old times with my Uncle Billy. I am from talking baseball with my Uncle Tommy, who I wished could have seen the game from outside.

I am from the singing at churches, as my papa played the mandolin. I am from the beach, waking up to the smell of the ocean in a pop-up camper.

I am from work when the sun rises until it sets and never stop until it’s met. I am from the words, “never underestimate anybody” and I didn’t believe it until later.

I am from the Baptist, where I can wear jeans on Sundays . I am from where my Jesus can heal the broken hearted and can set the captive free, that is what He did for me.

I am from the land beyond the Stoneville tracks. I am from a papa who only drove Macks. I am from Christmas gravy and biscuits. I am from the hot strawberry cobbler on special days, Mama can make it anyway.

I am from my papa Smurf’s hands, the only place I did not cry, I wish he never would have said goodbye. I am from a father’s hand of steel, the hard work he has done, will never be forgotten, that’s why we are so rotten.

I am from tobacco raising perfectionists and killing pigs for winter. I am from a man who lost his right eye to make sure I was taken care of. I am from the best family in the world, even though we have cried, I never want to say goodbye.
~W.N.

Where I'm From...
I am from organic washing powders, home grown herbs, and health food store talks with the cashier, from cake baking at two in the morning and carmexed lip prints pressed daily on foreheads.

I am from the recluse Brightwood road, in a town made of snobs and caregivers, from the junk-food filled citizens who keep to themselves and the town that seems to stand still compared to the outside world.

I am from the line of apple trees surrounded by rabbit traps and the clover filled yard, from the worn fourwheeler paths and tree top dear stands.

I am from early bedtimes on Christmas Eve and blonde hair with blue eyes, from Nana and J.W. Walker who always eat and cook.

I am from the stubborns, hard-headeds, loud-mouths, and immatures.

From “You'll always be my little girl” and “Don't date til you're thirty.”

I am from loud, God-fearing, southern baptists, from the strong-willed, blunt church goers.

From the Cherokee Indians who stole “Burning Town”, from the fried taters and the fruit pies with Granny's banana pudding.

From the runaway horse-driven buggy and the permanent injuries it gave my mother's father, from the drunken, absent man who abandoned my own father and the brave women who kept him sane.

I am from youth mission trips, Brianna Corum's sensible mind, the strong-minded women who never back down and my lord and savior Jesus Christ.
~M.W.

Where I'm From...
I am from homemade Mexican food, from washable markers, and band aides from first aid kits when I didn’t need them.

I am from loving homes and not so loving homes just in it for the money, from swimming in the backyard in our old house, from family reunions with the smell of cooking in the air.

I am from the roses in my mom’s garden; the weeds that my mom has me pull out every hot summer day.

I am from the tamales at Christmas time and New Years and enjoying cooking, from birth parents Arturo Cervantes and Maria Guadalupe Cervantes and adoptive parents Victor and Sonia, and from a long line of Ochoa’s.

I am from the working hard to get something done correctly and leadership.

From the “Step on a crack break your mamas back” and from “Respect is a two way street”

I am from not going to church to being a catholic, and finally to being a Christian and discovering God’s love for me.

I’m from a city called Lakewood in California and a couple of minutes away from the beach, from salsa made with a ridiculous amount of a wide variety of chili peppers and Oreo Cookies.

From the police banging on the door in the middle of the night and riding in a police car for the first time, the joy of being chosen to be a part of a loving family instead of being born into one, and the summers being watched by my grandma.

I am from a plastic box full of pictures, videos of weddings, Christmas time, and birthday parties, and family gatherings.
~S.O.

Where I'm From...
I am from the bone chilling ice and fluttering butterflies, from the Sony CD's to Apple iPods and the Dell desktops into laptops.

I am from the tree house in the tall, billowing oak, the leaves whispering in the breeze as laughter fills the honey suckle air.

I am from the daffodils that sprout in the yard, the great oaks that shelter from the rain and provide a hideaway, from the rivers that flow with life through the land of only two.

I am from the incense that burns to calm the nerves, from Great Grandma Tootsie and her delicious cooking, and my sister Stephanie with her military attributes, from the Montgomerys, Sutphins, and Burns', the Wilmots, Cooks, and McBrides.

I am from the stubbornness of those who won't comply and the hotheads with their jealous tendencies.

From the "prancing little faerie princess" across the hard wood floor, and from the "I ain't perfect!" Southern slurs.

I am from the pagans who love nature and believe in New Souls who are just beginning their journey, the In-Betweens who have seen more than the New but less than the Old, and the Old Souls who grow weary of the changes and only bear a few life times left.

I am from the Land of Two Rivers and a long line of Germans with the turkeys basting and the corn shucking.

I am from the rolling hills of the Midwest where the horses run free as my grandfather of many greats brings food to his tribe, and from the Crashing waves on the English coast.

I am from the Sunbelt of Georgia, the military bases of my life, and I am from Iraq and Afghan where friends lie in wait.
~R.M.

Where I'm From...
I am from numerous sandwiches filled with Jiffy peanut butter and Smuckers jelly, from Disney sundresses, from plain white tennis shoes, from cheesy eggs.

I am from the house with brown siding, hardwood floors, a basketball goal, and a dog running around the large yard. I am from the house on Kingston Road with a garden, a porch with wicker rocking chairs, and a swing set that has been left to be guided by nothing but the wind.

I am from the newly bloomed pink and yellow roses, and beautiful bright yellow buttercups. I am from the monkey grass and wildflowers that surround the birdbath and the concrete.

I am from the huge family that gets together once a month to laugh, create new memories, to there for each other at all times, smiling and laughing through it all. I am from Sandra and Tommy and Amanda.

I am from those who are quick-tempered, nosey, stubborn, and have redneck tendencies. I am from those who stick by each other’s side, no matter what.

I am from “Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game” and “Always smile and live your life to the fullest because every minute you spend unhappy is sixty seconds of happiness that’s lost forever.” I’m from “Don’t tell me the sky’s the limit, when there are footsteps on the moon” and “Don’t just reach for the stars, reach for the moon and beyond.”

I am from the church with lightly colored bricks, with white fences surrounding it to keep the sheep and cattle away.

I am from Eden and NC135, from Watergate salad, hot chocolate, and Kentucky spoon bread.

I am from the sister who got brushes stuck in my hair constantly and barber shopped my Barbie dolls hair, from the cousin who taught me how to spell my name.

I am from the brown house with maroon doors and shutters on the dirt road, from the place where there are pictures for every major and minor events and every memory, the good, the bad, and everything in between.
~B.K.

Where I'm From...
I am from blueberry muffins, from The Beach Boys and camping weekends.

I am from the little white house with a big comforting feeling, from sneaking out onto the porch just so Papa would have to run after me.

I am from the small, nameless flowers in the front yard, the terrible smell but beautiful sight.

I am from long johns, hot chocolate and early Christmas Eve nights that led to smiles at six a.m. the following morning, from Chaney’s to the flea market, from all day cookouts that were followed by all night swim’s at Jan’s house, from the safe feeling from holding the hand of the man I looked up to as we walked to the “big wata” with all the big creatures that could swallow me whole.

I am from the will-minded, from honesty that always meant the most, from big hugs and warm kisses, and movie nights that always ended in Mema carrying me to my bed.

I am from “You’ll always be my little girl”, from “Goodnight, I love you, sweet dreams, I’ll see you in the morning” as Mama tucked me in at night.

I am from Christians who tell and sing stiff-legged but stand with Baptists who teach and move with the spirit.

I am from Eden where “Southern Hospitality” is always found, from Wal-mart trips that last way longer than expected, from friends who watched Barney, played with baby dolls, and now stay up all night talking about boys.

From the movies we “chillins” acted out on the adults played cards and talked about the “good ole days”, from Apple Festivals where Mema and Mama pushed me on stage so everyone could hear my cute, but strong 5 year old voice.

I am from the light wooden chest with the turquoise hearts where my childhood lay, from late nights spend with Michaela have conversations we thought we would never remember but still joke about today, from emotional bible studies that left mascara painted faces but hearts filled with the love of Jesus Christ.
~B.C.

Where I'm From...
I am from soul food, Michael before he was Jackson, and Obama before he was President.

I am from the gray, white house, with black shutters, and white gutters.

I am from the Venus Fly Trap, and the beautiful red rose growing in the soil, the grasslands with purple violets, and tall trees.

I am from Sunday dinner and a group of athletes, from Auntie Joyce, and her nephew Tyree.

I am from the brown eyed, big and strong, and will never disrespect a woman, and a family that shows courage.

From never look down and always keep your head up, son. And always make Mama proud baby. And that’s going to be a big boy. And always stay focused.

I am from the Christian faith. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.

I am from Eden and Coan, chicken and dumplins.

From the great great grandpa with a white brother, the full blooded Indian grandma, and the black mother of me, and also the strongest fighting woman I’ve ever seen.

I am from the photo album of great memories full of delight.
~K.H

Where I'm From...
I’m from Sunday morning breakfasts before church, slap bracelets when they were still cool and watching cartoons in the early morning.

I am from the old country house in the middle of no where. Where we wondered in the woods and then got fussed out when we got home because we mess up our shoes in the creek.

I am from the many kinds of flowers we used to pick out of Nannies garden and the bushes of pretty yellow flowers out by my aunt and uncles house.

I am from the long car rides to the beach in the summer, the long line of military veterans from Uncle Wayne, who was in the Navy, to my Aunt Terry, who was in the Army, working hard for your money, saying I love you as many times a day as possible.

I am from the hardheadedness and those who aren’t afraid to say what’s on their mind. From messing around with family to being strong and being there for each other when someone was having problems.

From “if you can’t say anything nice then keep your mouth shut” and “two wrongs don’t make a right” and “live for today.”

I’m from the little country Baptist church that is like a second family; from the times that the most people at church is when there is food.

I’m from Eden, the small town with big dreams. I’m From Uncle Wayne’s sour dough bread to Daddy’s Brunswick stew on a cold winter’s day.

I’m from the two uncles I lost in the Korean War, from watching my nephew grow up fast as ever. From my second family who treats me like their own.

I am from the medals Papa left from the Korean War, from the memories the family shares about the past. From the heartaches of losing a loved one and being there for each other through it all.
~S.C.

Where I'm From...
I am from Saturday morning cartoons, from Niesa’s sausage, and Super Nintendo.

I am from the tornado of my bedroom, the curl of my couch, and the smell of Mama’s candles.

I am from the big old tree out front, the curves of the tree steady for climbing.

I am from Saturday afternoon reunions and the taking of many pictures, from Velma Watkins, the Moorefields, and McDaniels.

I am from the stubborn and playful.

From waking up early for Santa and going to bed earlier, anticipating the Tooth Fairy.

I am from not being where I was or should be with God, but working on that daily.

I’m from Eden, North Carolina, with fried chicken at reunions and freshly peeled oranges before bed.

From the “beach” outback, the digging of holes, and walking to the “beach”, by the “sand,” and to a friend’s house with Papa.

I am from dusty old photo albums coming off the shelf, stories being shared from generation to generation, and the love shared by one another in many ways.
~A. M.

Where I'm From...
I am from fields of corn, from sweet ice tea, and homemade biscuits.

I am from the shed with the tractor with bells of hay all around.

I am from tomatoes in the garden, from dandelions we use to makes wishes on.

I am from fishin with my family, from Mammaw, Pappaw, and the sweetest woman in the world, my mother.

I am from workin on the farm, to swimmin in creeks and ponds.

I am from stories my grandpa told me about the war, to stories about Wilburn Waters.

From that little white church where we all held hands singing and praying.

I am from Chattaroy, West Virginia, where the mines blackened the town. From biscuits in the oven to bacon on the stove.

From stories about my grandma walking to school because of a family fight.

From my grandpas house, and that hill on the farm where we had our picnics and casted our reels waitin on a bite.
S.O.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Roots, Branches, or...Both?


"A people without the knowledge of their past history, origin, and culture is like a tree without roots." ~Marcus Garvey

And so I ask, how can we grow without roots? We grow many branches throughout our lives; but our roots, wherever they began, wherever they are, wherever they end up, are an important part of who we are. We may choose to embrace them or discard them, but we cannot ignore them.


Students, I am really impressed with the Where I'm From poems you wrote! Each of you took an introspective look into your past and shared pieces of your history that make you unique. Remember our connection to World Literature for this assignment: Our goal is to first examine our individual past and culture; to appreciate our own uniqueness, so that we can then have a deeper appreciation for the different cultures and literary histories of other people.

I told you that while you were working on your polished pieces, I would be working as well. I shared with you that I have written several of these poems. I find that no matter how much I write, there is still much to tell. Since I have already shared a poem that is reflective of my childhood,I focused on more recent aspects of my life for this particular poem. I hope you enjoy.

Where I'm From...

I am from the hardwood floors we sanded and stained ourselves, Great Value coffee perking on the stove, and a living room overflowing with Barbies.

I am from the grey house and our big front porch where we sit on our wooden swing and watch the sunset in the west. Here, we marvel at all the colors of the sky.

I am from the butterfly bushes and the “Lydia tulips” I planted when she was in my belly. From the yard where we danced barefoot in the rain and flew like airplanes one summer evening, too happy to care whether anyone was watching.

I am from pulling out my china on Christmas morning to serve breakfast, from honesty is the best policy, from Robert, Lydia, Lil Bit, and Sophie, too.

I am from the husband who leads me by example in love, and Saturday mornings when I can snuggle on the couch with my daughter.

From “I love you more than a pig loves slop” and “Friends? Best Friends. Forever? Forever and ever.”

I am from Baptists, couples devotions, and the belief that God must be the center of our marriage.

I am from Stoneville, where my husband’s entire family once occupied every house on the road (or so it seems to me), from potato soup when I’m sick, and rice and beans in the crock pot when there’s snow on the ground.

I am from late nights long ago, before Bob and Delta had a kid or dogs, the kitchen with my Brady Bunch floor and my matching stove, and the hall that houses our family’s military history.

I am from the scrapbooks, one for each year, each one two inches thick. The ones I have pieced together with painstaking love so that my daughter will remember and know that she is loved.

~Mrs. Rorrer
January 28, 2010

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Where I'm From

Where Are You From?
"If you don't know where you're from, you'll have a hard time saying where you're going." ~Wendell Berry
We need to understand our roots to know our place in the world.

Since my students and I will be writing Where I'm From poems in class this week, I thought I would repost one of my old ones. This one focuses on memories from Dad's side of the family. I love to introduce this poem as a neat way to get students thinking and writing about things they have personal connections to. It's really awesome to see them take the template and make it their own. It's a great way to get to know students and gain insight into their lives.

Here's where I am from...
I am from fun-shaped pancakes, Nike before it was Nike Air, punchbowl cake and coffee, tin foil, and hose pipes.

I am from the white house with green shutters, the playhouse where I made mud pies with red berries and invited Daddy in for tea, and the living room where we broke the Atari joystick playing Pac Man.

I am from the angel trumpets in my grandmother's garden and the bushes of peonies that lined Daddy's sidewalk.

I am from the ghost stories of Coleman Street and a long line of dancers, from Grandma Elsie and her son Timmy, from honesty, hard work, and hugs given daily.

I am from stubbornness and those who speak their minds, from the holiday gatherings where I laughed with cousins as a child and cried with the same ones when Nannie died.

From "you're my favorite horse if you don't ever win a race" and "Don't take no wooden nickels." I'm from the "Sunny Side of the Street."

I am from the Methodists who sing all 4 verses of the hymn on Sunday morning and the Baptists who believe the Creation Story is no myth and that God is in control.

I am from Eden, the Wright brother's, the authentic First in Flight. From Nannie's orange Slice drink in a bottle on a hot summer day and Daddy's salmon cakes poppin' in their own grease on the stove.

From the soldier who served in Desert Storm when I was in the 5th grade, that feisty woman with the poofy white hair, and the woman who raised me like I was her own daughter.

I am from those who rest permanently on a hill off Sneed Road, the pictures I have to remember them by, from a father who tells me I am his hero, when really he is mine.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Cold Noses...Warm Hearts


The average dog has one request to all humankind. Love me."
~Helen Exley

Temperatures have dropped to record lows and the remnants of month old snow still lurk in shady spots all around our town. Cold weather has hit us hard over the last few weeks. We feel the stinging wind as we wrap our coats tightly and head out the door. We put on gloves, maybe an extra pair of socks, and make sure our kids wear an undershirt. Maybe you’ve enjoyed a nice pot of vegetable soup and a warm grilled cheese sandwich…Or chilly beans with crackers. “Good for you” food—the kind that warms you from the inside out.

But what about your animals? Do you have dogs or cats or any other living animal that depends on you for survival? Yes, I know that animals have a thick coat of fur, but in the frigid temperatures we have been experiencing, even the animals get cold. Wild animals are free to roam in search of food, water and shelter—a freedom that domesticated animals do not have. They depend on us totally for survival and do not deserve to be left in the cold. Remember that water freezes, and no animal can drink frozen water. When we get too cold, our feet and hands hurt. The same is true for animals. Their paws can hurt and even become frostbitten.

I am aware that some people will never agree with me in thinking that a family pet actually belongs in the home. I do however think it sad that those who do not share their home with their animals will never know the true companionship an animal can bring to one’s life. Dogs especially are pack animals and long to be near people. They deserve more than a life condemned to the far corner of a yard on a short chain or a little pen with no room for exercise.

I firmly believe that being a responsible pet owner consists of much more than delivering food and water to an animal once a day. We must love our animals and show compassion towards them and care for their well-being. If you are a pet owner, please take some extra precautions during these winter months to see that your animal has the provisions it needs to stay warm and healthy this winter. I urge you to bring your animals inside, but if this is not a possibility, check the water often, provide an extra blanket for warmth, and take steps to see that your animal is dry and blocked from the icy wind.

Animals cannot talk, but if they could, I bet they’d say “Thank you” and “I love you.” As for me, a lick and the wag of my dog’s tail is all I need to know that I am loved.

For more information about animal welfare visit these sites: www.dogsdeservebetter.org or www.unchainyourdog.org or www.HumaneSociety.org

Friday, January 15, 2010

On Being a Mom...



A daughter is a little girl who grows up to be a friend. ~Author Unknown

When my daughter was a baby, I admit that I was often frustrated. As a new mother, I didn’t exactly find the whole motherhood thing to be all I had envisioned. She cried and I cried…and I’m pretty sure there were times when my husband cried too. But we all found a happy medium and here we are: taking one day at a time and actually loving it. We are a happy family.

Things have changed for us over the last four and a half years. There are no more dirty diapers and binkies are a thing of the past. No bottles and no jars of gushy, stinky baby food. (Today it’s mostly plain spaghetti noodles and chicken nuggets.) These are the little things that pass with time, as all things do. And when they do, new challenges arise to take their place. We’ve survived potty training, monsters in the dark, the first day of preschool – which I have to say was harder for us than for her.

Now we’re at a special time – the time when mom and dad are still cool, we still have most all of the answers we need to satisfy her ever-inquisitive mind, and we’re still her best buddies and biggest heroes. She still likes to be held and snuggled and doesn’t mind giving away those precious kisses and hugs. I guess as parents we’re still in a dream state because it seems like she’ll be our girl forever. We’ve not yet been tainted by teenage driving, the wrong boyfriend, or anything else that may surface in the teenage years.

Sometimes my daughter and I get to spend entire days together and do special girl things like shopping and going to lunch. Yesterday she wanted to help me in the kitchen, so I let her stand in the chair to wash the dishes. I didn’t even point out that some of the dishes still had suds on them when she placed them in the drainer. The important thing was that she wanted to help. She wanted to be with me, doing whatever I was doing. She felt empowered when I trusted her to wash the dishes “all by herself.”

I’ve learned a lot from watching my daughter over the last four years. She is not the only one who has been changing and growing. I may have potty trained her, but she is constantly life-training me. I’ve learned more about the person I want to be and I think that if I strive each day to be a little more like my daughter, I will be a better person. She’s eager to help others and loves her friends. Their happiness and feelings are of great importance to her. If they are sad, chances are, she is sad too. When she loves, there is no middle ground. She loves whole-heartedly and unconditionally. And in the same breath, she is learning to say “I’m sorry” when necessary. The difference between her and most adults I know is that I can look in her eyes and see that her apologies are sincere.

Sometimes I think she got the raw end of the deal by getting me for a mom. Surely there are mothers out there who are more fun, could give her more things in life, or could play pretend and Barbies better than I do. There are moms who can tie a prettier bow in a ponytail and bake better cookies. But there’s one thing they can’t do, and that’s love her like I do. I don’t always have the most patience and sometimes my frustrations shine through, despite efforts to stay calm. But we still enjoy those special times when it’s just us two, painting our nails, reading a book, or singing together in the car. Her smile can light up a room and she is my best girl friend.

So while she is learning to spell with the alphabet letters that decorate my refrigerator, I am learning to love with a more open heart and appreciate the tiny hands and little feet that make a big impression on everyone we meet.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Meet Savannah...



“The greatness of a nation and its moral progress can be judged by the way its animals are treated”
~Mahatma Gandhi


Rockingham County Humane Society
Featured Pet
Savannah

Savannah is a great cat in need of a loving home. She is very sweet and great with people. She loves to be rubbed and purrs when her ears are scratched. Savannah and her kittens have been with us for a while. Some of her kittens have been adopted, but two (almost grown now) are still waiting for a home just like mom. If you are interested in adopting Savannah, please visit the Rockingham County Humane Society at 205 Boone Road in Eden, NC. Our adoption fee is $100 for puppies and dogs and $60 for kittens and cats. The adoption fee includes spaying and neutering, shots, and de-worming for all animals. The Rockingham County Humane Society is open to the public Wednesday through Saturday 11-4.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Teaching into 2010


“The illiterate of the 21st century will not be those who cannot read and write but those who cannot learn, unlearn, and relearn.”
~Alvin Toffler


Well, if you’re reading this, it means that 2010 is finally here. 2009 will soon be a distant memory. It was a great year for me; I had some tough times and struggles, but these were outnumbered by far with blessings. I usually start the year out with a few resolutions--nothing over the top, just the usual stuff—reactivate and stick to my work out plan (I find I tend to slack off a little over the holidays), eat healthier, go to bed earlier, be more organized, etc. I lead a pretty healthy life and avoid risky behaviors, so I try to use New Years as a chance to refocus and evaluate the impact of healthy habits.

I avoid trying to set far reaching goals that are impractical or unattainable. I’d rather focus on a few mini goals like stepping stones to where I want to be. Since 2005 I have been attending college to become a high school English teacher. My husband and I have counted down the semesters to graduation with each passing year. This year marks a new beginning for me as I complete the final phase of this level of my education and make the transition from student to teacher. I have been granted a new opportunity as I step into the classroom and fill my new role as “student –teacher”. I have the chance to see young minds develop before my eyes, activate imaginations and possibilities, and give dreams that gentle push they need to one day become reality.

Teaching is not a right I am earning by virtue of the degree I will receive in May. Teaching is a privilege; it is a lifestyle and a way of life. This year the new leaf I turn over will be one of discovery in the classroom; an opening of the possibilities that lie before me and my students. I am excited and eager to see young minds in action and hear their unique stories. This year will not be about what “I” can do. Instead, it will be about what “they”, my students, can do.


Some veterans in the field of education might say that my inexperience makes me over confident or that I’ll soon find out what’s really in store when I get there. But I think life experience has value and that I am at the perfect point in my life to begin a teaching career. Everything experienced before now has brought me to this point. I have trained and studied hard. There have been many late nights, long papers, and difficult tests…both the written kind and the kind you cannot see. I place a high value on education as well. I have seen the impact of an education and the lack of one on friends and family members. Although he was a smart man, my grandfather could not read or write. But I will be his first grandchild to earn a bachelor’s degree. Surely I am where I am today, in part, because a teacher, -- especially a few college professors-- believed in me. These are not just words, but truth. I intend to lead by the example set before me and I believe in my students. I am grateful for the privilege to teach and learn in 2010. I cannot wait to see what wonders lie ahead.